its been long since i posted. haha yah the exams. but its over soon! tomorrow infact. yays! :D and i'l be freeeeeee. hooorays. but some ups and downs i've had this week. things changed.

even though i mentioned how i felt. it was worked for that period of time. but it just goes back to the same old way. im quite sad. very sad. its always like that. for everyone. no one ever knows. so what if i tell them. ahhh they listen. but it come out after a while. so yah.you know the feeling is horrible. having to do everything alone all the time. after exams. to eat. going home. ah its just not fun anymore. things changed alot since we were young. infact we just met this year. and it was great fun being with you. but now, its like you're not here anymore. i know being with me can be boring. or is boring. i thought we could be veryveryveryvery great friends, but maybe i was wrong. i've wondered why did you leave. i've cried many times. i wont force you to leave them. i dont owe you or anything. i think you fit right with them. everything seems to match. yah they b. about me, its ok. they dont know what they are saying. i really need a best friend, but ahhh no one would one to listen to this crap. im just a loserlamerboring person. i should not mention anymore. before more tears fall. i'll wait for the day you return(:

GOOODLUCK FOR ART EVERYONE! (:
i'm rushing it nowww! ):
i think hillary is fun-ny :D

im sorry. its not that i dont want to go out. its just that im not used to it? yups. i wont disturb you anymore alright. and nothing is impossible(: