woooot. went to xyxyxyxyxyxy house for "study" i ate 6x her share of rice. LOL now you know how much of a pig i am! wahahaha. FT talked to me today. and i cried. yah. told her about stuff about people and more people. and i cried more. i just dont understand why am i the "loner" im not racists or anything. but i just dont feel like hanging out with you. no offence but yah. since some people hate me. so whats the point. im trying to join a group. as what FT suggested. cause my class is divided into cliques. and apparently my friend joined one and left me. ahh. i dont mind that. but they are refraining her from talking to me? uh what's their problem. its not like she's theirs to keep. and everytime i walk pass. they show me BLACK faces. what so cool about black faces? ah forget it. had plenty of fun with redredred :DD we played the study game. the rules are very simple. its not to study! haha (: love redred lah. awwwww. happy early 9 month anniversary with that kzw. wahahaa. the present is soo.. sooo... uh. wonderful? Lol. ok grats! :D learn to trust one another ok kzw.