Sunday, August 31, 2008

Today was yet another great and partially shocking and sad day. the first thing was that me and leah went out! yay. she came over to my house for lunch after mass. lalalalala. Nemo is so cute lah. hmmmms, then it started to rain. so we use my umbrella and walked all the way to the mrt station. and we saw LiJie there! she was wet from the rain. and seemed like she was jogging? yes, leah HAD to top up her card again. go we went to top it up. i jammed her card in the machine. hahahahahahahaha! the card came out and i pushed it back immediately. smart me :D and it went :" beep beep beep beep beep beep" for around 30 seconds. and finally the screen was fine. yay :D then Mr egg messaged me telling me to relax? how can i relax. ITS NOT THAT SIMPLE WHEN YOU SAY. RELAX, this one word. you can but i cant. why? cause i cant! after all that has happened. and you and me and everything. its hurting? hmmmm. right, moving on. we took the mrt to dhoby ghout. and went to bunk. dear me! it was super empty? cause every body else came on saturday. so quiet. i sat in computer 87 and leah was at computer 88! :D we played till 3 then went to plaza singapura to see the movie timing. hohoho. there was no nice movie to watch. 4bia. the name already creeped me out. yesyes, we walked to kfc. ate cheese fries and pop corn chicken. leah says its disgusting when you eat cheese fries with a fork? isn't using hands worse? i dont understand her. yes after which we went back to bunk. and sat at computer 24 and 25 this time. oh did i mention. there was this two other girls before who were so annoying. they kept shouting like chickens without heads? ok, that was fine. but we saw them at kfc! and people kept pushing our chair so we were squashed very near to the table. ok then we went back to bunk and we saw them again! i mean. are they stalkers or what!? we saw nightkid. haha he has kuku hair? yeaps and he scared us. standing behind us. wearing all black and keeping quiet while we play beat up. then he turned and walked away and i looked. and couldn't stop laughing at all! hahahahaha! even my toes were laughing :D then i went home.
but then. mother called and told me to go to the club for bowling. so i had to take a cab from the other mrt exit. 2 people cut my queue! TWO OLD AND WORKING PEOPLE. arghs. felt like bashing them up. then i got into the taxi. the taxi driver was so damn rude! cannot stand this kind of people. i think i kicked his taxi when he left. yeaps then went into the bowling center. had to wear bowling shoes that was striking? yeaps. i won the first game! got 2 strikes. and the second game i got third placing. awww, thats sad. but i got plenty of spares. my good luck wore off, to my brother. then went to eat and came home :D
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to you kow who you are: i loved you as a great friend who could cheer me up when i was down. and so i never gave up on you. but till today, i see that its all the same. yes, im just your ordinary friend, who doesn't have _____ attitude. maybe its because you dont know me too well yet. oh well. im addicted to you? i say that cause everytime i tell you to forget me and dont message me anymore. i end up being doing the messaging instead. and thats when everything repeats again. at first it starts out well. but as time passes we drift apart from each other again. is this how friends are suppose to be? cause if it is then i rather not be. it would only make me hurt more and more. i know im young. but its the heart the counts right? friends friends friends. thats how they start out as. i know im insane. but thats me. lame, and sometimes stupidity and boredom can make me an annoying person. nobody's perfect. you have many other people who you can prefer. im not ordering you to do anything. just letting you know. how i feel now. cause you once told me to just say how i feel and now im saying it. its like in the email i sent you last time. hmm? remember. dont think you do. i still kept everything you sent. well the letters its up to you. maybe i'll send one when im bored again. who knows right? maybe this time i could add more wierd things inside. wonder why i asked to call? cause i can sleep better when hearing someone's voice who seem to care about me. everybody does. they sleep way better. i never once forced you. at times you act rashly and accuse me. then you start to get angry and its my fault, when you did not understand is fully enough. i was quite sad. i gave you hints? many infact. you just dont seem to answer the questions that i ask. yes you do, some only. maybe its the ones that you find interesting or amusing? i'll try to control okay. i'll control about messaging and texting. ok i'll control everything i would want to do. sorry if i have ever annoyed you or made you feel uneasy.sorry if i had made you mad or upset or disappointed with me. im only 13, so what can you expect from me? and lastly, i'll always love you no matter how you become like. no one can ever replace you, love.
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