meijun!

2009-12-13T22:38:00.001+08:00

2009-12-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

2009-10-30T23:12:00.000+08:00

2009-08-11T16:17:00.001+08:00

it's been quite long since i posted! and this is wierddd D:

2009-06-29T16:51:00.002+08:00

school Hols have ended!
i couldn't sleep last night.
dont know why. oh maybe because i was too excited for school!
can see everyyyone :D hahaha

after school at compass, delynn and me were called camels.
HAHAHA.

a man just came out of no where and said to us
man: excuse me can you tell me why are there so many camels here ah?
there seems to be quite alot of it here.
you know why? because there are so many people like you girls carrying these bags uh. look like camel humps.

Retarded man.

2009-06-17T23:57:00.002+08:00

help! by contributing
or just spreading the news.
god bless you all.
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click on the link for more information.

2009-06-07T21:40:00.002+08:00

camp's tomorrow. hohoho. i''m so excitedd!!:D
well my blog is quite dustyyyy. i'm lazy to update too. yeahhh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CAMILLIA AND ZHIBIN!!
you guys are a year older alreadddy.
have confidence and yourselves and please camilllia!!!
learn to control your temperrrrr D:<
oh well.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYS:D

2009-06-02T00:17:00.005+08:00

Melanie and me after playing at the fountain!

PVC2 has ended!(project vibrant colours 2)
it's been a long and hard three months but we've pulled through and we've made it till the end! we've help many people and over came many obstacles. THANKS for EVERYTHING SHARAN AND HUIHUI! May god bless you guys!!

Melanie misses her guys!:D

2009-05-27T21:29:00.004+08:00

enjoy life and keep moving forward!

It's been an enjoyable 3 months with you guys! really loved it:D

2009-05-19T21:15:00.002+08:00

WALK ON WATER

come to me now across the ocean
i am waiting for you
i know you want to be with me
in all kinds of weather
dont look at what lies in between us
there's no need to be afraid
i'll send my spirit out to seek you
drawing you close to me

you can walk on the water
trusting in my power
don't be frightened of the wind and waves
you can walk on the water
just believe i love you
always keep your eyes on mine

you say you truly want to follow me
in everything that you do
but you wonder if it's just far too hard
and you feel like giving up
why do you doubt that i can keep you
safe from danger
i simply have to say the word
and every storm will pss you by

strong winds may blow
sending waves crashing all around you
i'll raise you up and you'll walk through every storm

2009-05-19T21:01:00.002+08:00

CARITAS SHARE THE LOVE

eyes speak of an endless grief
lips open in a wordless cry
let's share the love we take for granted
try to keep out last hopes alive

hands reaching for their loved ones lost
hearts holding on to a flickering dream
lets share the lfe we waste away
show them that the world truly cares

caritas share the love that
they are missing inside
caritas take the step
to reach out to the other side
there's so much we can give if we dare
to the lost and forgotten out there
caritas, share the love, share the love

smiles breaking through those hardened faces
a gift to us that makes us whole
let's share the peacer our maker gave us
making our souls feel alive

caritas share the love that
they are missing inside
caritas take the step
to reach out to the other side
there's so much we can give if we dare
to the lost and forgotten out there
caritas, share the love, share the love

THESE HANDS HE MADE

these hands he made, for love not hate
these hands he made, to act not wait
these hands can save us from cruel fate
these hands he made, these hands he made

these hands he made, can dry your tears
these hands he made, can calm your fears
these hands can reach acroess two thousand years
these hands he made, these hands he made

hands reaching out to me
hand reaching to be free
hand shouldn't be aone
hands together , love is shown

these hands he made, to join in prayer
these hands he made, to show we care
these hands can build out dreams if we dare
these hands he made, these hands he made

VESSELS OF YOUR LOVE

lord, you are the rain falling lightly on us
every tiny rain drop blesses us with love
come and fill us up, lord, fill our thirsting spirit
let us be the vessels of your love

lord, you are the sunbeams , shining down upon us
every ray of light warms us up inside
kindle us with fire, lord , lead us out of darkness
let us be the vessels of your love

here we are, lift us up
lowly vessels in your hand
fill us up, pour us out
make us part of your loving plan

lord, you are the wind blowing gently o'er us
every soft caress stills out restless souls
let us hear your voice, lord, resounding in our hearts
let us be the vessels of your love
we are the vessels of your love

2009-05-19T20:54:00.002+08:00

THE PATH TO YOUR DOOR

the path to your door isn't easy to find
but i'm going to look for it. i've made up my mind
cos i hear your voice calling from over the hills
and i just can't ignore it, i keep hearing you still

calling me... your voice is calling me
calling me... i hear you calling
calling me... your heart is calling me
calling me... i hear you calling me home

the parh to your door is always so strange
i think that i've found it, then i lost it again
but i see your star shinning from over the hills
and i have to keep following, i see it still

shinning... your star is shining for me
shinning... i see it shining
shinning... your light is shining for me
shinning... i see it shining for me

the path to your door is rarely the same
sometimes its joyful, sometimes there’s pain
but I feel your love guiding me
through sunshine and rain
and I know that’ll I’ll get there, I’ll get there someday

guiding me… your love is guiding me
Guiding me… I feel you guiding me
guiding me… I feel you guiding me
guiding me… your hand is guiding me
guiding me… your love is guiding me home

COMING HOME

never imagined it would be like this
always thought id have to fight you all the way
defences were up, i was on my guard
ready to say "no!", dont let my feelings show
but when i took the first step towards you
i felt like i was coming home
when i slipped my hand into your hand
i know that was where i belonged
to you that was where i belonged

all the time i've been wondering around
unaware you'd been waiting for me
in a flash i could hear you call
suddenly i was coming home
certainly i amd home

well, it seems so foolish that i took so long
to discover that you were the one for me
but now that i've found you, my life has turned around
unafraid to say "yes!", ready to face the test
cos when i saw the light inside your eyes
i felt like i was coming home
when i stood by your side, shoulder to shoulder
i knew that was where i belonged
to you, that is where i belong

all the while, i'd been holding on
to everything that i shouldn't matter
in a flash, i let go of my fears
suddenly i was coming home
certainly i was home

2009-05-09T22:06:00.002+08:00

MAN! today was horrible. i tried studying. but fell asleep for like 3 hours?!?! wth. okay at least i tried studying. so i'm just going to remember all my facts today. and geography tomorrow.

there was a cockroach in my room!!?! a flying one infact. i kept screaming and thoght i was seeing things. because my maid couldn't find it at all and she thought i was seeing things. till it finally appeared!! ahha! so i'm getting her to clean my whole room tomorrow. and the cockroach came in from a leaking roof. my room's on the third floor. how unfortunate. but oh well. its a big and nice room haha gonna decorate it someday. and pack it infact.

can't wait for JUNE! lots of exciting things are happening :DD and YOG is coming soon! whoo! i wanna help out and see all the sports people. haha :D

TWO MORE WEEKS MY FRIENDS! come on we can do it:D

2009-05-04T21:36:00.003+08:00

What type of house is easy to carry?

A light house!

get it? because it's light :D

goodluck for your exams guys!!!

2009-05-03T22:31:00.003+08:00

E xams! are on tuesday. 5th may. which is also cheryl houng's birthday! haha happy birthday in advance girl:D

good luck everyone!! SA1's gotta be hard. we can do it friends ;DD

2009-05-01T13:53:00.000+08:00

This brother is a nuisence!!! D:<

2009-04-26T21:27:00.003+08:00

LOVE IS A LOSING GAME
gotta study hard from now onwards! there's only a week till mid years. man time really passes by fast): all the best to everyone too!! WE CAN DO IT.

FOCUS!!

jy: kajie you know my MR karisan has the same phone as you.
mj: wow junyang!
jy:kajie guess who is mr karisan.
mj: your teacher. your swimming instructor. your tuition teacher?
jy: my dicapline (S) master. HAHAHA
jy:kajie guess who has the same phone as you?

ahh. sometimes young brothers are really smart eh!

2009-04-21T20:07:00.004+08:00

HEY THERE! i'm UPDATING MY blog. because the australian ass hole said i'm an ah sou-.-

PLEASE HELP THE DOWN SYNDROME ASSOCIATION BY DONATING!

POSTCARDS ARE ON SALE FOR ONE DOLLAR EACH.

TOMORROW WILL BE THE LAST DAY FOR SELLING CHOCOLATE FONDUEE DURING RECESS. PLEASE COME AND SUPPORT US AND HELP THOSE WHO ARE LESS FORTUNATE THEN US.

YOUR KINDNESS WILLL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. WHO KNOWS, YOU COULD EVEN SAVE A LIVE(:
SO COME AND SUPPORT US TODAY! IT WON'T HURT TO JUST DONATE A DOLLAR OR TWO WONT IT?

you may contact me at green.flumsydoodles@hotmail.com for more information!
ALL DONATIONS WILL BE PROCEEDED TO : Down Syndrome association (http://www.downsyndrome-singapore.org/)

thankyou very much:D

2009-04-14T19:40:00.008+08:00

heyheyhey. alex came to my house today:D
there's a lot of homework to do now. and SA1 is in 2 weeks time!!
gotta start studyinggg!:D

2009-04-10T22:51:00.006+08:00

HOG was awesome today!
water baptism was kinda cool. the way people went into the water and came out soaking wet. haha congrats megan and her sister!:D bless you guys.
dinner with ALEX and friends. haha got my 6 bucks back!
and seetoh SUYING has new shoes. 10 dollars only.
OHOH. i collected my phone at wisma today. ALEX and me was sweating. cause we ran all the way up.
got my phone back. so my spare phone wont be of any use now:D
WURUOEN! I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY. hahaha but i can't go anymore. anyways see you soon!:D

SARAH NEO:D
i keep thinking today is a saturday.

2009-04-08T23:54:00.002+08:00

there's alot of homework to complete!
and i baked apple cinamons! haha
but it wasn't fully baked. because.
i did the dough and everything and i put it into the oven.
we waited for 15 minutes. then i opened the oven door and realised somebody had off-ed it! so i had to bake it at the highest temperature till the time was up ): and the dough wasn't even cooked!): hahaha SARAH!! you and ZHIMIN do very fast:D

math test tomorrow.

2009-04-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

i made banana muffins today!:D

2009-04-03T22:50:00.003+08:00

training yesterday made my leg hurt!

i didn't play well ): i'm reallly sad.

i have an arm injury already. since then i've been focusing on my wrist so now it's the wrist that's being injured. and i haven't gotten the money for a check up now. SAVING UPPP!:D

i think chemistry is interesting. all the solid liquid and gas molecules.

SARAH NEO! can be a teacher already lah. and KYRA toooo:D haha

thanks friends! i have caught up with the class now:D:D

i've gotta collect my phone tomorrow. alone. cause my mother injured her leg from walking too much and not resting at all. and she's been walking more then me. and i'm the jumpy one. haha. yeah. so i've gotta go along. and it's kinda scary. alone. at least there's music to keep me company!! hahaha

get well soon mum:D

remember to buy our snacks during recess!

HELP PVC. and SINGAPORE!

bet you can't spot meee! HAHA.

2009-04-01T19:49:00.004+08:00

I know that school
Isn't that cool
But still you have
To face the rules

The books you bring
Don't really seem
To help you in
Your study stream

coool right?:D i made it up my self!! hahaha

went home early today. M cramps was horrible. i slept for like 6 hours. and didn't eat anything at all. and i seriously dont have any close friends.
i sat in the canteen reading my darn SPO. and nobody sat on the table i was sitting on. only I was the only one there. and it was like they couldn't wait for me to go home cause then i wouldn't be in the way of their clique. i'm just a stepping stone to them. They only use me when they need me. if not. they just throw me away. OH WELL. then i'll have to find someone.

JOYCESEEEEEEEE! coming back to Singapore on saturdayyy!:D wheee. and yes. there's no link there:D

2009-03-31T21:11:00.002+08:00

SARAH

SARAHSARAH

SARAHSARAHSARAH
SARAH SARAH SARAH SARAH

SARAH SARAH SARAH SARAH SARAH

SARAH SARAH SARAH SARAH SARAH SARAH

SARAH SARAH SARAH SARAH SARAH SARAH SARAH !

hello ah neoo:D

2009-03-31T20:58:00.002+08:00

i'm quite irritated.
i was informed last minute that i had to return to school for interhouse netball today.
while i was at kovan mrt! almost on the way homeeee! they had to call me up and rush me back to school. i've used my money for nothing. also, my soya bean spilled when i heard the news, on the mrt. and the plastic had a hole. great. so it was dripping all over when i stepped out of the mrt to switch towards punggol. and i sat in down on the chair. it left a marking when i lifted it up and dripped all over in the mrt. luckily i had clarissa's tissues!! hah:D i used them to clean up the mess and people were starring at me like i came from mars. but the soya bean was still dripping. so i put a tissue at the hole to stop it. and this kind old lady gave me a plastic bag to put my drink it! how kind of her. god bless you :D she even helped me to put it into the plastic bag!! i was so touched :D

i ended up playing as GD for 10 minutes and the game was over. after going through all the trouble. i am asked to play for ten minutes only -.- there's badminton interhouse tomorrow!! and we havn't got enough players cause the netballers can't play. good luck then !!:D

2009-03-29T20:31:00.001+08:00

i have linked everyone who have ask me to link themm!:D

2009-03-29T20:13:00.003+08:00

went to pray to gong-gong today.
it sounds so chinese!
and i realised that he was sir named guo, like me.
haha how silly. i always thought he was sir named some other name.
so that's how we get our sir names!
hahaha. today was horribly funnnn!
we went to this "farm" for fishes i think.
but there were plantations too.
so i dont really know.
we ate lunch in a 'restaurant' with plenty of houseflies.
it went onto my straw and coconut. so i didn't finish it in the end.
poorthing. and i ate till my stomach was as round as a balloon.
yeah. cause nobody ate the food and my appetite was quite good today.
thus, i ate almost the whole plate of chicken and the last cereal prawn.
our kids table cost 209$ hah!
i think i ate the most. yeah. cause i was the only person left eating when everyone left to see the fishes and other things.
gosh there were ALOT of millipides and centipides.
luckily, i didn't step on one.
alright! after that, we rode this vehicle. there were two sitters and single.
i sat with JEEEEEE! i was the one driving while she helplessly paddled without a steering wheel. haha hers came off!! funny shit. i did alot of sharp turns! and tried the single rider car.
tiring i tell you. had to paddle like crazy.
and the coolest thing was that we all raced togetherrrrrr!!!!!!!!!
the families. and some even had turbo power.
HAHA. we didn't even win one. cause JE was too weak:D
it ended at 7pm. so we had to go homeeee.
oh, ahma tricked me. and she told me to go to her. so i went. and she slapped me! HAHAHAHAHA. even at an old age. she's still so lively. she hit me SEVERRAL times.
okay. and i just finished eating 9 small m&ms with junyang. we splited it. cause there were 18 of them. yeahhh. i'm going to shower now!:D

say hello to the cows!

2009-03-25T20:43:00.002+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!:D
just cam backkk!!
from MACS!
hahahahahahaha
i ate M C flurry!
with FELICIA and SLOW TURTLE. and YUEMINNN!
Felicia's BIO TEXT BOOK IS SO INTERESTING!!:D
everything is except all the human body parts. the rest was so interesting!!
TOMYUMMMM MYYYYY!:D

HEYHOHEY!
i published this post once.
but it had a problem.
so i published it twice!

2009-03-14T22:31:00.010+08:00

Heart of God was awesomeeee today!!

went with alex and met SEETOH SUYING. TRICIA. YURU. RUOEN. SI HUI. MEGAN. LORAINE(S). and some other nice and pretty people. haha.

CG was a bit scary.

but service was fun and meaningfull!:D
picturess!

2009-03-14T22:08:00.000+08:00

Previous posts have been deleted. cause i won't be offended by what people say or do to me(:

2009-03-08T21:32:00.002+08:00

had Project Vibrant colours yesterdayand today! haha it was quite funn. today's one. yesterday was soso. i can't wait for 18 april! :D hehe. somebody is going to be there! cannot wait. ohohohoh. but for now. i've learnt how to set my goals and trust people. and participation is important in order to make somethings work. that last web game was so funnnnn! :D hooray we got everybody overrrrrr! :DD hiphphoooray! alrighty. now i have tons of homework to do. and i've not started. starting to feel tired already. oh mymy. QUACKS to you readers!:D

2009-03-06T23:07:00.005+08:00

hey! i have been quite busy latelyyyy. yeps. there's lot of homework. there's history presentation. there's datelines! haha i dont have much to say actually. i dont really know. okay i've stopped friday trainings already. i mean there's no point in going. even if i go. i get to train. but i dont seem to have any fun. that's not nice. so yah. not going anymore.

there's a 2 day camp this weekend. tiring man. i have homework to do too! goodness. i have to be disciplined and do them and meet the date lineeee!:D

go meijun goooooo!

2009-03-02T22:52:00.003+08:00

eunice.me.trudy and elizabeth.

have not posted for about a week? haha

went to labrador park for a field trip today!!

well. i thought it would be fun. okay it was a little bit funnnn. but! it was very hot and humid. and i walked through some spider webs without knowing. yucks! haha took plenty of pictures! and i had motion sickness in the bus. which was really horrible. i reached school at 7pm ! it was super late. and went home with euniceee:D ahaha. that's it for todayy!

2009-02-24T20:54:00.003+08:00

track heats was awesome! i sprinted for the first round in the 1.5km run. IN THE RAIN. haha we wanted to protest against the teachers. cause we didn't want to get sick by running in the rain.
i'm sorry alex and geraldine): it's not your fault. so dont blame yourselves already. we didnt know right! nobody told us. it was unfair): i felt sad for you. cheer up alright:D see you guys in school tomorrow!!

"FIZZYCALLY FIZ! FIZZYCALLY FIZ! FIZZYCALLY FIZZYCALLY FIZZYCALLY FIZ!" AH LOOOOOOI AH:D HAHAHAHA!

2009-02-22T21:49:00.002+08:00

i made lunch today! with my mother and maid.
hahaha i took forever to cut the carrots. HAHA. and the mushrooms and potatoes. i made fries :D but it took a long time. mother cooked the macroni with cheeese. and ahmah ate them. with a thumbs up!:D
cool right. and i finished my homework today!
YEAAAH:D

hits on tuesday! hope to do WEEEELL. 5 events man:DD

2009-02-21T00:01:00.003+08:00

i went to debi's house yesterday!! it was sooo funnn:D hahahaha. we did homework!
i think i did well for my CT's this time. haha. it wasn't reallly hard:D
it's okay team! there's always next year(:

you're ignorant like the rest. compare yourself.

2009-02-13T23:42:00.001+08:00

HEY! there:D happyhappyhappy ________ eve! hahaha. V eve. okay:D WXY'S CARNIVAL TOMORRRRROW! yayyyy. i dont think that i can wait till 11
gosh. i have to wait till 11! man): can't we go earlier cousin!

2009-02-10T21:58:00.003+08:00

GREAT JOB C DIVVV! YOU DID EXTREMELY WELL!! :D keep it up for for anderson! never have a negative heart! hahaha. always have confidence in your minds. we can do it if we try!:D

2009-02-08T01:33:00.004+08:00

chinese new year is coming to an end already!:D i had fun! i won and lost some money. hahahahahaha. today's black jack was rather unlucky. i owe my father 20$ and my mother $8-.-

haha oh well. happy birthday to uncle joohuat:D(S) HAHAHAHA. and happy early birthday to kuek jia jun:D BIG COUSIN! study well in ACJC :D whoooooo.

alright. team, we have to beat anderson secondary okay! believe in yourself! you can do it! :D:D:D:D:D i know we can!

happy birthday to SARAH NEO WEI XIN! YAY!:D

2009-02-04T23:22:00.002+08:00

MISSION TOMORROW!
yeahhh:D no lessons!
butbutbut. there will be no aircon in the hall. school says they are cutting down. heh. ALRIGHT then:D
hope to have funnnnn tomorrrow peopleee!

2009-02-03T22:52:00.002+08:00

great effort you all put out there today team!:D
keep it up!
but there's one thing i dont understand.
why are you all so unwilling to do things that you dont like?
i mean. we are a team. everything we do, we do it for the team. we try our best to win in matches right? so why is it so hard to line judge for other schools? i admit i may not have planned it well cause of all the work. but still. if you're not playing. it only common sense to help the team in other ways. when i appoint someone to do something. i really hope you will follow. or else, it's making my job hard when everyone doesn't want to do it. and it's really very frustrating. you shouldn't be afraid or unwilling to do it. when you do line judging. you can gain knowledge too! by looking at how other people play. you can have a better image on how you are going to play against other opponets in the near future. i did not put you down because you didnt come for most of the trainings and though you have improved slightly, your whole heart is not into the trainings. you pon and pon almost every training. how are you going to improve like that? im not saying that i am very good at badminton. but at least i try really hard to train. even though my arm hurts everytime. i will imagine that it is not pain. and the pain will jsut go away. when you think you can't do something, its plainly just in your mind! you wont know if you try doing it right. many people have said it before. haven't you heard of it? even if you fail. just stand right back up and continue trying hard.

SARAHNEOWEIXIN! i love you to death man! i mean. YOU DID YOUR BEST! great job!(: IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU! you have gained confidence. and you had a great deal of confidence today! HAHAHAHAHAHHA. nicenicenicenice job!! KEEP IT UP OKAY FRIEND:D
lovesloves!!!!!:D

nobody listens to me still. why is that so. when i ask you to do something. you do it. then ignore me. how do you expect me to lead you if you dont listen? it really is hard for me right now. i'm a captain whom no body listens too! ARGGGGH. but i'll continue to think positive(: i really hope we can do better in the next few matches!

2009-02-02T22:12:00.002+08:00

it's tomorrow!
finally! the last qualifying round!
i believe in all of you. so dont be afraid to show what you've got. put aside all of your problem and just focus on the match for once alright! we just have to try our best to win. cause every match we win, we get a movie ticket. hahaha but that's not the only reason. cause its something new we've achieved if we win them. and we will have a better chance of getting into a higher position. do your best out there tomorrow mates. everyone will be rooting for us. not to worry!(:

2009-01-30T23:36:00.003+08:00

i helped delynn to sell all her tickets! whooooo:D some people only but one ticket. all the 8888888888888888888. go eat EGG la friend. haha! such a miser. training was quite fun :D but my right arm hurts. coach says cause i'm holding my raquet too tight. i have to try to loosen up. i'm so tenseeeee!

my phone is spoilt. my computer has problems. and i can't study well enough. BUT. i will follow sarah neo. POSITIVE! hahahahahahahaha! moomoo cow!! so funny friend:D

2009-01-27T23:55:00.001+08:00

NEVER GIVE UP!
CAUSE WE'LL FIGHT TILL THE END(:
gogogogo SJC!:D

2009-01-27T03:14:00.007+08:00

hohoho! i took this picture by myself and the flower is done by mee toooo :D nice isn't it?

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARRRR!
ITS THE YEAR OF THE COWS.
MOOOOOOMOOOOOOOO
SARAH NEO :D
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

won $34 bucks today! from playing black jack. HOHOHO. what wonderful winnings i have. my piggy bank is quite full now. wouldn't need to feed it for a whileeeeeee:D actually i do. i'm just saying stuff. HAHA:D

received quite a number of red packets today toooo. but i didn't count the amount:D i want to gather everything and count togetherrrr. cant wait for uncle leslie's house! INBETWEEEEEEEEEEEEEN!!:D

goood night friends!(:

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARRRR!

2009-01-26T02:31:00.003+08:00

HOHOHO! happy chinese new year everyone!:D
hope everybody gets alot of hongbao's although there is the economy crises. haha :D GONG XI FA CAI!

FINALLLLY! JE IS GOING TO WEAR A DRESS! and mee toooo! hahahahahahahaa :D

2009-01-24T01:23:00.003+08:00

oh! and thanks delynn gohgohgoh's father for fetching me home :D hahahaha
elson gohgohgoh ah. tsktsk. take gun to shoot me in the lorry. HAHA:D TRAINING WAS FUNNN. went back to olgc today. not that nicee. ilost to primary school kids ): saddddeninggg! awwwww. i'll try harder and harderrr :D

2009-01-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

oh brother, my phone got wet ): i dont know how to fix it. i'm putting it infront of the fan now. later i'll put it in a bowl of riceeee! haha i searched the internet and they said that it helps. yay! i've put it in already. now i have to wait for a day or two for it to dry. ): hope it works.
if not. i will have to get a new phone. but i really like my old one. and the warranty wont work.and 72.69$ will be wasted on the renewal warranty. and my father will be very angry and oh no. i'm stressed now )): saddeningggg! sighh.
D: can anyone help me pleaseee! i really like my phoneeee.

2009-01-21T22:04:00.003+08:00

i really feel left out. i mean if i'm absent for a day. nobody would realise or care. they wont notice if i disappear. everyone's just busy with other friends. everybody is always hanging out with her. im not jealous its just that im sad. cant i be sad ): no one wants to go eat with me or anything. like go home. they all stick to their own friends. i feel lonely sometimes. really. i cry my self to sleep at night. i dont know what's a phone for. cause none of my school friends ever message me. i message them but they dont reply. its frustrating okay! no one listens to me. i'm always left behind. left behing to clear the mess. to switch off the lights. always to last to leave the classroom. its not pathetic that i dont have a best friend. you're lucky that you have one. dont come bothering me about that already.

goodnighto amigos! homeworkhomeworkhomework rightnowwwwww:D
excited!! O: about homeworkkkk man! hahaha mathmathmath:D not a geek. haha.

2009-01-21T21:58:00.004+08:00

YES! we won canberra secondary! good job C DIV :D
our next target is st nic's. i know we're not as good as them. but we cant just give up right. at least try to win one or two matches! fight for every point! even though they are much stronger. but we have trained for so long already.
i know everyone is afraid and nervous. but you just have to relax! just treat it like a normal match but seriously. everyone has to work hard alright? (: remember that every point counts C DIV! we'll be supporting you always. good luck SJC BADMINTOONNNNN!:DDDDD
our goal is to get into the top three of north zone. DO YOUR BESTTTTT!(:

2009-01-19T23:20:00.001+08:00

helllo!! north zone's tomorrow! :D
im happy and yet scared ):
cause i'm afraid that i can play well tomorrow.
can't think right. you know. HAHA. alright.
joyce see! i love you lah my friend :D
do well in australiaaa! LOVES(:

kokhwee noodle stall ah.

2009-01-18T00:14:00.002+08:00

i took delynn's father's lorry home yesterday after training! :D whoohooo! coolingggg. first time taking a lorry. i sat at the back. it was a bumpyyyyy ride you knowwww =P thanks DELYNN GOH WAN CHEN. hope your arm is fine! i wont touch you again. haha so fragile man your body! must eat more meat. eateateateat! :D

2009-01-15T22:30:00.003+08:00

north zone's coming up!
and i'm so tense and nervous.
what if i lose. i mean. lose badly. i dont know why i just cant play well this past few days man. its next tuesday!!! goodness me! O:
hahahaha. wish someone could calm me down. HOHOHO. what are friends for? :D
once i think about it. i cant do anything -.-
E. you better do well. someday. i'm going to defeat you. knuckle headed golf honkie sheep. ARRRRGH.

2009-01-15T21:46:00.003+08:00

hohohoho! i love this S.O.N.G! :D

2009-01-15T21:46:00.001+08:00

hohohoho! i love this S.O.N.G! :D

2009-01-15T21:35:00.004+08:00

i've sent the spects for repair! so i should be getting a new degree sooon!(:

E. i really hate you ok. can you really stop acting cute. you're not cute. NOT cute. REALLYREALLYREALLY NOT CUTE. its so irratating ok. just for a small thing, and you get angry already. show everybody. ok only me. a black face? you've been like that since primary 1. i dont think you can still be like that tillyou start work! or i think you'll work. people will hate you, you know. or dislike you. i know you wont see this. cause you dont read blogs or have one. i just hope that you can stop acting. and just be normal! you know. normal. stand normally. do things normally. not acting blur and keep asking. what does DAN DA mean. it means singles you knuckle head. you're chinese is way better then mine. how can you possibly not know. you can go to tuitions when ever you want to. but some people dont even get to go to tuition. so, dont act spoilt though you are the only child ok. people hate it. people hate this kind of attitude. oh yah. and can you F. stop showing me your F. attitude problem you freak show. one moment you're showing me a F. face. then next moment you smile and talk to me as if nothing happens. i will F. ignore you okay. lousy acting. BBOOOOO. stop acting. stop it already. no wonder you dont have any real friends who really know you. that's why they think you're cute. *VOMIT* you cute then my brother is what -.- and just because you lose to some people. you dont have to show a F. face to us right. its just a damn match. it doesn't mean anything. even if you lose! take pride in what you've done. you F.F.F. irritating person! i cant believe i'm in the same class as you!
kufhldkfuhsdlfahsdflusdhflsadukhfsdlkufhsalasd akdufhasdlkfuhasdflkusadhflksduahfalkusfdhas ludfhladushfulskadhfdsakusdhf klasudhfasdfkldhsafaslkufhaskdluh! IRRATATING LA >=(

I DO NOT LIKE THAT PERSON. YOU TROLLY MAN SHUT UP OK. LOL, ANYHOW TALK RUBBISH -.- i give you some to eat lah.

2009-01-13T20:56:00.001+08:00

i got my spects!
it's not that nice after all ):
oh mannnn!
HAHAHA. i have chinese work to dooo!
got to go :D

2009-01-12T00:15:00.008+08:00

this is alexandra chua si hui.
note: right eye is smaller then left eye.
HAHAHA=P

hohoho!hohoho!
tomorrow, i officially start lessons!
there will be so many things to learn. and i have to study harddddd!
:D
happy birthday
ALEXANDRA CHUA SI HUI!

always funny and laughing!:D
note: she's advertising for iPhone!

2009-01-10T23:30:00.004+08:00

ahahahhahaaha. ZB scared of dogs :D
delynn scared of dolls.
camillia scared of birds.
hmmm. then what am i scared of?
maybe all of them. HAHA :D

the jerseys. are. ugly :D HAHAHA. the baby so cute! but when he see's me, he cries -.- am i that ugly? hahaha.

my eyes hurt from crying. i told my mother everything you know . everything(: and now i'm fine. i think my father. is damn serious la. he doesn't know what is fun. his fun is golf.golf.golf. that's all he knows. i dont even talk much to him. nobody does. cause he's always having a black face around the house. and doesn't know how to joke. the only joke he knows is: where does a sheep go for a haircut? A: the baaber shop -.-

okay i got my new spects already :D and it's yellow! whoohooo. i really liked my blue one. till SOMEBODY stepped on it. hahahaha :D so now i have to get a new one. and it's yellow! HOOOORAY :D

i'm going to sleep now. nights!(:

2009-01-10T00:13:00.003+08:00

camp ended today. and so far. today is the worst day of 2009. seriously bad. i dont understand why my father is like that la. i mean. how can he forget his own daughter? he promised to pick her up after her camp. ended up. he went to play golf. wonderful kind of father right. even asked his daughter if she want him to pick her up then she has to wait for an hour plus. wth. so she ended taking a bus home with a big bulking bag. its already so F.ed up. and yet, she gets another scolding. she just went to send her friend home to boonkeng only. plus her house is so far from the mrt. how can you expect her to make her friend walk home so late in the night! cause you've never experienced it is it. i dont know and i'm not going to say. but this is what she's experiencing now. she's not a child anymore. in two years time she will be taking her O's. and then see what you can do about it.

just to cheer me up :D

2009-01-06T20:08:00.002+08:00

whoooo! tomorrow's camp already! i'm super excitedddddddd:D
i will have to start packing now! going to be back on Friday(:

happy early birthday to you ALEXANDRA my friend!

2009-01-05T20:38:00.002+08:00

oh its so tiring.
i think i'm sleeping at 9 today. haha. yes i will. training was super fun man! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER!

2009-01-04T23:15:00.001+08:00

happy early birthday brother!
haha well. all i can say is. good luck this year :D
your attitude is getting better la -.-'

2009-01-03T00:26:00.003+08:00

hi friends! i dont know why i keep using the words friend. the delynn influence me man. haha. delynn owe me $9. must remember.
there was training today. haha i was super hyper. the camera kept neting! how to take. eh, chengx2. i cannot stand you okay. i say already. cannot stand you. i never emo okay. NEVERRRRR. dont any how suan me what captain thing. they haven say anything so dont assume yet. die friend, die.

joyce, my friend, dont angry. boohoo! haha. dont angry uh. grandmother fall down cannot help it. haha :D go sentosa have fun alright. if you're going that is :D

goodnight people.

2009-01-01T16:15:00.004+08:00

oh, i just found out a way to read bright colour words on the computer! haha you just highlight them.
you can try it!

if you can see this means you understand!

2009-01-01T02:12:00.002+08:00

HAPPYNEWYEAR!
celebrated it with the badminton friends! haha
zhibin ah zhibin, sad la you, go themepark cannot last one. HAHAHA :D

we played the family coaster for like four times in a row cause there was no one queueing up. it was fun ya'll! ohohohoh. so was the haunted house. haha i screamed my head off. and joyce and zhibin's arm was red after we came out. know why? cause delynn and me were squeezing their hands =P didnt get a chance to ride the go carts cause the queue was so long.

counted down and sculpture parkkkk! i saw twinkle twinkle stars :D hooray! heh, alright, i'm going to sleep now. goodnight :D

2008-12-31T01:26:00.003+08:00

heyho! bought a new bag. but i didnt want my mother to know i bought it. so i brought a paper bag and wrapping paper to put the bag in it! haha smart idea right? i said it was a birthday present from my friend cool rightttt! yeah :D its green and addidas. sort of. HAHA. joyce see is see-ing someone oh! :D

ciao (:

2008-12-30T00:07:00.001+08:00

stationary shopping was fun! HAHA. ok i'm tired. goodnight :D

thanks fat arse joyce see for the gift. though i forcefully asked you to buy it. HAHA =P

2008-12-29T01:22:00.003+08:00

HELLOOO!
happybirthday to me :D
i'm so happy! though nothing much will happen. except a cake from my family. I GUESS. that's what happens EVERYYEAR.
hahaha. ok i bought another sophie kinsella book today! yayyyy. but they didn't sell the first book ): sadded. i wanted the first book! it was going to be a collection of her books!

walked alotalot today. it was ALOT i tell you. ok not really, cause my shoes hurt. yeah and i got a dress! my first dress. haha pathetic right.i but i dont care. i'm growing up man! yes. got a PINK bag for christmas. but its nice :D

ok, gonna read my sophie kinsella book now! catch the movie, i think its coming out soon.
ciao(:

2008-12-27T21:58:00.003+08:00

saturday trainings! tiring man!
early in the morning. i was late by 3 minutes. its considered a improvement. HAHA. delynn came to my house to change to meet joyce and the rest!
wah, the shopping queen can walk very long man. i walk till leg pain already. ended up, i didnt buy anything. wonderfull right? went to suntec then marina square then raffles then tao payoh hub , take taxi home.
i didn't buy the bag! but anyways, im gonna get it tomorrow. i've saved up cash :D cool right. i finally saved up money after a million years.

FAT ARSE, hahahahahahahahha dont know why luh. very funny only la.

i still shiver when i see the picture. hahaha!

2008-12-27T01:34:00.011+08:00

i will change my links soon! some are dead. i realise that-.-
jia En if you're reading this. tag me your new link. haha i need to renew them or something :D
thank you!(L

there are just some words that you can't read here.
an example is this:

i seriously have to get away from you. i shiver at the thought (of you.)

2008-12-27T00:30:00.008+08:00

didnt go to see the doctorrrrrr.
yes! HAHA.
training was fun luh.
lompang people home.
i ate bread on the taxi and drank my carrot juice.
paid two dollars. thats all :D
joyce see and you know who uh.
HAHAHA.

i think im having a fever.

I LOVE SOPHIE KINSELLA! her books are awesome man!

things that my parents dont understand:
my parents keep saying that you open your christmas present on boxing day, which is the day after christmas. but that's wrong! you're suppose to open them on christmas morning. yes, that's what the internet said. but they keep saying its on boxing day! that's why its called boxing day! but that's wrong. boxing day is about something else. i guess. gosh, they really dont know anything about christmas man. this is sad and wrong. i got scolded for opening my present early -.- ITS not EARLY man! and then again. they keep thinking they are right and i'm wrong. i dont think they've been to a church except for that one or two weddings. goodness me. can someone please but some knowledge into their heads. its really frustrating! i still dont bloody get it why i cant sleep over at a friend's house. they keep saying i dont like the idea -.- damn irritated.

plus a boy got arrested for opening his present earlier. the mum called the police! the date was 24th of december! that's silly, a mother calling the police on her own son for opening his present earlier. there was a report. gosh! parents sometimes can be REALLYYYY... you know what i MEAN.

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there, should be feeling much better now. hahahahahaha.

locked my brother out of the house. haha F-U-N-N-Y!

hey! now you dont reply. oh i see. so i send you a message and you dont reply. ok, maybe i'll do that too. I WONT REPLY ALREADY. yes, that's F.A.I.R. i dont feel you anymore man. so stop your crap and S.T.F.U. i dont think im ever going to trust another guy again. i dont want your muffins anymore. alright. i will forget you. and that's that!
LOSER.
nah, just joking. but realy. forgetting you NOW.

2008-12-25T01:51:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONEEEEEE!
hehe :D
as normal, the messaging thing got spammed again. something like that.
yes
MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!
and cousin, i know you miss him. but dont worry! you have me! here, right next to you. blogging about you. as you listen to music and play bridge/daidi. though i dont know how to play bridge. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHA. and if you're hungry then you should go down the darkdarkdarkdark place and get some food. hahahhahahaha. cool man. now im talking crap.
sleeping over at your houseeeeeeee! (:
wheee hooo!
first sleep over of the year, this year. yesyesyesyesyesyes manmanmanman.
alrightttt!
those who is reading my blog. i thank you:D
so kind of you people toread my blog. though i dont have many friends .hahahahhahahaha
hope to make more next year man.
yes thats why. make more friends! a 100% goal im gonna try to achieve.
and plus train extremely hard for badminton!
can't wait to open my one and only presentttt! yes whooooo.
from aunty Sandra. thanks much!
you never fail to give me a present every year.
nehnehnipoopoo to wxy! hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhaha:D
nights!

i'll be celebrating my birthday alone again this year, i guess. oh well, everyone's busy with this and that and this and that. you know. the usual stuff. sadsadsad. no count down this year!!!!!! well there's no count down every year. hahahahhahahahhahahaha :D

2008-12-22T01:52:00.001+08:00

gosh. i've MIA-ed again.
haha, i can't help it.
im just too lazy to post! i'll just come back later when i'm in the mood.

merry chirstmas!(:

2008-12-09T23:07:00.004+08:00

aww, its sad you know. no one ever messages me):
ooh well, i cant do anything.

today was the 'best day 'of my life!!
we had friendlies at Kranji secondary.
woke up super early to meet the rest at hougang and took 161 to woodlands. damn long man. ok then we decided to take a cab. when we asked then if they knew how to go to kranji secondary, none of them knew!!! wth? like 11 cabs dont know where or what kranji secondary is. one even said. huh? got such school? where ? i never hear before. HAHA :D

yishin and yingjing! had their csc tonight. we took a 43 bus from punggol for like 45 mins. so tiringggg!! it was a good experience for everyone thought :D ape and yuemin are playing tooo. haha wonder what's the results man. ape, surely cannot make it ah =P HAHAHA (:

i wish i had a best friend. sad isn't it .

2008-12-07T23:30:00.002+08:00

golden fish head!! sad right. we go there but never run!):
its ok luh. next year join again!! :D and be one hour earilerrrrrr.
i wont be left in starbucks asleep again man!!
haha
okay so we didnt run. went to marina squareee. did nothing. okay maybe something. this group of students. older ones. came up to us to do a cheer with them. hahahahahaha some popcorn thing. was very retarded, and they didnt give us our ice creammmmm, goldfish!!):

2008-12-06T01:52:00.002+08:00

spamnmer! i accuse felicia the fish of being a noob as spamming! haha not that im any better.
came back from my family chalet today!! i think im addicted to shooting people with my gun. 'bangbang!' wahahaaha! play NERF today, decide who's the winner :D
im going back to training tomorrow! isnt that great! yesyesyes it is!:D

the crabs stay its shell at night, while the sharks roam the ocean.
what's that? i dont know. its random made up stuff! haha. inside thing ya'll :D

okay i know someone hates me. alot of people do. but please. its all in your mind! i've never done anything bad to you. have i? no. its you! you're the one who has been making my life miserable. what happened to you? you were better during primary school. now you've changed into a S. B. that i dont want to know. i wrote you the bitch letter. i apologised. and yet, you have to tell people, B. about me. you took my best friend away. what more do you want. if im in the same class as you next year, i swear i'll kill myself! okay, maybe not. just ignore you and ignore you and ignore you more.

2008-12-02T23:56:00.003+08:00

hellohellohello!! i've not posted for a long time! okay maybe not. its only been 5 days :D
touched down at 1 plus today and checked out and everything. unpacked my luggage at home and was off to bed!
yishin messaged me in the morning saying that there was friendlies. gosh! i didnt know cause i was still sleeping and when i woke up the friendlies had already started. so i was like wthhhh man. haha but its okay. although i have missed all the friendlies but i'll come for the rest of the training! that's the spirit man! :D except on thursday. having a family chalet -.-

okay back to hongkong!!

on the first day i stayed in the disney's hollywood hotel! i have to say it was a hell of a great place man! i read all the books i bought at the airport. hahahahaha ok yah. was with joshua and jetro's family. super duper fun! rode plenty of rides like the jungle river cruise, oh SPACE MOUNTAIN was the BEST! and other nice rides too. but not all of them was nice cause that disneyland was quite small. stayed there for the first and second night. then moved to kimberly hotel that sucked like hell -.- 2/5 stars i suppose. okay but i went to ocean park!!! i rode the dragon. space wheel. mine train and raging river. i was soaking wet after that one. haha josh got the first seat! the wet-est of all. also rode the abyss turbo drop. the one where they bring you up very high till you can see everything and suddenly drop you down -.- the flying swing ride was torn down! ): how sad. i wanted to ride that alot. sadsadsad. rode the crazy galleon too. its a ship where you can feel the G force? haha was screaming like madddd!
that's all for my trip to hongkong :D
had plenty of funnnnnnnnnn!!
got presents for my cousin who are in Europe i think.
oh yah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REDRED!! :D
LOTSOFLOVE!(:

oh yah. a noob. loser. has a job as a waiter! hahahaha noob waiter =P grats to you man. now you earn your own money!:D

2008-11-27T04:34:00.001+08:00

hello wello! :D
its only a few hours more till i fly off to hongkong disney land! :D
i'll miss everybody who misses me, but i doubt anyone will.
oh well, bye!
be back on XY's birthday. which is the first of December(:
but she'll be in Europe already.
shucks!):

2008-11-25T14:58:00.001+08:00

cheryl is come over soon! :D
whoohooo going running at serangoon stadium :D

2008-11-23T01:03:00.004+08:00

wheeeehoooo!
HELLO CHERYLHOUNGYINGYI
hahahahaha
okay here's a list we made!
the Nerd Language:
A= asshole
B= buckteeth
C= crap
D= dweeb
E= edoit
F= fatass
G= golfballs
H= hamster
I= idoit
J= jackass
K= kukuhead
L= loser
M= mahjong
N= noobshit
O=oldfashion
P=pathetic
Q= quack
R=ribena
S=sucker
T=toiletroll
U=unicorn
V=vampire
W=water
X=x-rated
Y=y-head
Z=zombie

hahahahahaha! nerdy ain't it? :D

I LOVE CHERYL!(:

2008-11-21T21:05:00.003+08:00

chalet wasn't as great as expected. well, it was my first time.
im tired so its not going to be long. all i can say i feel better to be alone then left alone.
goodnight.

i cant upload pictures. cause i cant save them. the computer shows a access denied thing. now my computer is against me too. what have i dont wrong you tell me? i dont deserve this okay.

2008-11-21T19:09:00.001+08:00

just came back from chalet. and im sick. mother's F.er
going to bathe now.

2008-11-17T01:57:00.003+08:00

hello hoo! haven't been blogging for a longlonglonglonglonglong time :D
let's see. today i went on a shopping spree! sort of. oh i saw my primary school friend, Alicia Ng :D and two of my seniors. strange. they've changed so much! hahahaha okay. i bought a lot of clothes. yeps. and my feet were feeling painful after the 10 hour walk! went to wistma to repair my phone. and bought my goggles. then went to tangs,lucky plaza, far east plaza, marks and spencer, burger king, esprit, somerset, OG and home! whoohoooo :D
hehehehe somebody still owe me muffins uh. where is it! =P
my room is in a total mess still. since last lastlastlastlastlastlast week. yups. horrible person i am!
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i've just learnt how to use the movies windows maker thingy! Holy cow its so damn interesting! and tiring. you have to do alot of clicking and this and that. and add and delete and edit. gahhhh. i took half an hour to do a 29 second clip. but i deleted it. hahahaha it wasn't nice =P
one more day to CHALET!! whooohooo! first timer here :D
hope it will be FUNNNNNN man!
oh i bought a tote bag too! what ever that is. and its the wrong size! D: i thought it was the big one but its actually the small one. omgosh! if i cant exchange then i'll have to get another one D: its so saddddddd! but OG should allow people to exchange goods right? i mean if you exchanged it the day after you bought it? GAHHHHHH! i want new slippers =P OLALALA.

2008-11-10T00:33:00.002+08:00

heh i watched 'The Coffin' with the C Div girls! hoooray for bonding session! althought many people didn't come. i dont quite seem to understand the show. and the scary thing is that face! oh the horror.

ok moving on with things. NOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOW. today. was ERR i can call a sort of F. day. well i started off with reading a very interesting novel. and got stuck with it till lunch. not exactly. i woke up at 12 and lunch was at 1. okay, an hour. read half of the book. came back up and read 3/4 of the book already. i'd say its a WONDERFUL book!

wasn't feeling too well. so i was rude to my mother. forgive me. this happens alot. then dinner came. i was stuck with reading the book again. till mother came up to call me down. this was when it began.

i ate finish my dinner. mother came out with a pot of satay sticks that looked uncooked. and asked me to eat it. i wasn't too sure of the looks so i just simply told her ' can you cook it somemore ' and she replied in a offensive manner saying that i wasn't talking to her nicely. blablablabla. i had to control. i did not mention a single word through out the whole entire thing. then i drank my soup and was full and walked up. she was unhappy and said you dont want to eat my food is it. LIKE YOU'RE SO BIG. I TOLD YOU I WAS FULL. DIDN'T I. I SAID IT NICELY. YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO SHOUT AT ME! okay nevermind. i control and went back down and waited for your SATAY to come out. the father said. YOU HAVE A TOO GOOD LIFE. PEOPLE GIVE YOU FOOD YOU CHOOSEY DONT WANT TO EAT RIGHT. NEVERMIND. YOU DONT EAT. wth? I SAID I WAS FULL ALREADY! and you continue shitting on me? SAYING THAT YOU'RE ASHAMED THAT IM YOUR FLESH AND BLOOD. (didn't really say that) but still you said you were ashamed to tell people about me, your children. that we weren't any better then your friend's kids. that they were much better then we were. My tears started flowing alright. AND I DID NOT SAY ONE WORD AT ALL. and you continue about money. saying i didnt know how to spend it wisely. AND MOTHER. PLEASE I REALLY CANNOT STAND YOU ANYMORE. PLEASE GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT BEFORE SAYING ANYTHING. AND SHUT YOUR MOUTH WHERE EVER POSSIBLE. i know its harsh. BUT I REALLY CANNOT STAND YOU ANYMORE ALRIGHT. ITS NOT THAT I HATE YOU OR ANYTHING. ITS JUST THAT WHEN YOU TALK TO ME ITS LIKE YOU'RE TRYING TO SAY THAT YOU'RE ALWAYS RIGHT AND THAT IM WRONG. WHEN EVER I CORRECT YOU ON SOMETHING YOU JUST GET FED UP AND SAY ITS MY FAULT. AND YOU TALK SO LOUDLY THAT EVERYONE IN THE NEIGHBOURHOOD CAN HEAR YOU AND FATHER WOULD START TO SCOLD ME. I REALLY FEEL LIKE STRANGLING YOU EVERYDAY. I CANNOT STAND THIS KIND OF PEOPLE. AND YOU GO ON SAYING THAT I SPEND MONEY ANYHOW. alright i do. BUT ON FOOD! and pencil cases. why cant i get new ones? MINE BROKE. DENTED. SPOILED. so what if brother's pencil case is old and broken and he hasn't changed it since primary school. ITS HIS CHOICE FOR NOT CHANGING. maybe he saved his money to buy some WRESTLING CARDS OR SOME GAMES THAT'S WORTH OVER $50. WHY DO YOU ALWAYS BLAME ME. AND YOU PEOPLE ARE ASHAMED TO HAVE ME AS YOUR KID. have it your way ok. im different from your friend's children. WE ALL ARE. AND I HATE IT WHEN YOU, OF ALL PEOPLE. COMPARE US/ME TO YOUR FRIEND'S CHILDREN!! NOBODY IS PERFECT OK. WE EXCEL IN DIFFERENT THINGS. THEY EXCEL IN STUDIES I EXCEL IN SPORTS. WE ARE DIFFERENT FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!

there for. you made me go up to my room. and crying in bed. all night long. i knocked my head on the wall too many times that i passed out. i told some people not to call and talk to me anymore. i really hated you. I CANT BELIEVE YOU SAID THAT. and you criticised me. when you didn't even get to know me. you didn't know what i did all those things. SAYING THATI HAD THE NERVE TO DO SUCH THINGS. WTH IS WRONG WITH YOU. IM YOUR CHILD. I'VE FACED PRESSURE AND STRESS TOO. SO WHAT IF YOU'VE STUDIED AND WORKED AT THE SAME TIME. TIMES HAVE CHANGED. IM GROWN UP LIKE OTHER KIDS NOW! I REALLY HATE YOU NOW. REALLY REALLY HATE YOU. YOU SAID I WAS STUPID. AND DUMB. OBNOXIOUS. AND NOW YOU ARE ASHAMED TO HAVE ME. I CANT BRING MYSELF TO TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE! SO FOR THE LAST TIME.

GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT BEFORE SCOLDING ME AND DONT! DONT EVER COMPARE YOUR CHILDREN WITH YOUR FRIEND'S. ITS JUST UNFAIR! AND SELF CONCIOUS!

2008-11-05T00:48:00.003+08:00

hahahahahaahahahahahahahahaahahahaaha.
hahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahaha.
hahahahahaaha! ok stop! yeah, was reading through my old posts. and holy cow! it was some old news yah :D

it was quite a okok day today. haha picked my brother up from school today. earned $100! haha nahh. the bus uncle gave it to me to return it to my mother for some reason. then! pig called unknowingly at noon =P haha talked for an hour plusplusplus :D gotta buy a huge panda. ahahaahahaha yes! and i started lazing around. didn't do much. hahahaahahaha and i know a slacker! =P

oh right. noticed that my tagboard had a problem today. try tagging to find out what is the problem. and if possible tell me how to solve it! help wanted :D haha there's still a few more days left till end of O's!! all the best everyoneeee :D

i want to watch the coffin! who want to watch with me? :D please inform me A.S.A.P.

~~ilovepig(:~~

2008-11-04T00:15:00.012+08:00

ahhhhahahahahaha. had training today. trainininininining! was alright at first. till it started to pour! and the weather became really chilly. everyboy's muscle started to stiffen up. so did mine. and i got told off for being too slow -.- its not my fault! plusplusplus the shuttles kept spinning. was so difficult to hit? and the wind. plus the thunder!!! i wished i was in my bed. haha then training ended! whoooopy. BUT i had to bring home the box of shuttles. haha pretty heavy. i went home by bus -.- so embarrasing! i got stuck on my way up. hahaha S-T-U-C-K :D uhuhh. play with water on the way to the LRT!! water was so coooling to the feet. yeah! thanks to the grass for filtering the water to make is sparkling cleannnn. wahahaha OI GOLDFISH :D go swim in your fishbbowl la. hahahaha still splash water at me -.- goldfish go swimm man. and i was with the CDIV! :D yays! bonding time. HAPPYHAPPY =P bought water melon juice from cupwalker. and took 156 home with sarah and ying jing :D

GAHHHHH!! lost to my brother to soccer ps3. hahaha wth? a new game -.- i couldn't evern score a goal. he wasn't playing at all yawl!!! couldnt get pass the frozen computerized game. big time loser ah me. should practise more. hahahahahaaa yeps! im gonna win you one day! even if its just one goal brother!!

wahahahahaha. oi pig! go sleep lah. so late already. and your paper is in the morning -.- want me knock your head is it. my chinese doesn't sound like angmo alright! go dig your ears! common words are"i dont know" haha go buy a panda!! i want muffins! (calling me is gooooood!(:)

10 more days!!! all the best everyone!!! :D gogogogoggogogo.

cousin, we have to talk :D

2008-11-02T01:55:00.002+08:00

reminder:
PACK ROOOM!! ):
its like a garbage dump now.
and my keyboard is alittle bit gone mad? i dont know. it keeps lagging and stopping when i type D:
LY my pig friend :D

2008-10-30T00:05:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday YSJ!! ;D
ILY friend!
haha FRIEND :D

2008-10-29T21:19:00.005+08:00

i've been lazy to post =P
well, decided to post one today! :D
H-S-M was alright i guess. watch it with FELICIA.PING and VERNICE. yeps. and what's up with Felicia and stomachs? hahaha! she just kept hitting me!! and at ehem places too. LOL :D
they asked to join them to play badminton with 'gay' . in the end we didn't go. no courts available. fully booked. blahblahblah. i was forced to make the calls. hahahahaha :D
then mother called and asked. WHere are you NOW? come home NOW. yah so i went home.
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hey! i got to know a new friend. V-E-R-N-I-C-E! :D
hi everyone!(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ILYANA! ;D
sorry. i didn't know when was your birthday D:
ILOVEYOU girl! (:

2008-10-25T00:11:00.003+08:00

pigggg! (:

helllo!! had training today. grandmother fell down and brother was still having fever. i was not suppose to go for training but in the end i went :D but grrrr! the coach is so fierce? and irritating. training ended early though. strange. was suppose to end at 4.30 instead of 4. haha then went to camallia's house to play badminton. i bought 3 shuttles. first one broke due to me and delynn hitting it so hard. or was it because that it was used before and old? hmmm but that's a dollar! gahhhh! so i used my friend's shuttle and accidentally hit it to the top of the shelter. hahahaha. so i bought another one in replacement. and another one to play with. so in total i bought 3 shuttles. OLD ones D:

talked with kaiqi on the phone for a LONGLONGLONGLONGLONG time :D and now im going to sleep! having a prbate camp tomorrow. from 8 am to 5 pm. dont miss me :D nobody would anyways. hahahahahahahhaha (:

PIGGGGS ARE COOL :DD

2008-10-23T21:40:00.009+08:00

pictures are in my friendster(:

schoool is overrr!! D: awww im sad. but still get to see my friends :D

went over to debi's house today :D with winona and pavithra. ilyana had st john's so she couldn't come. firstly i got scared by her cat. haha i let it sniff me and patted its head =P i went near it! cooool. after that we took alot of pictures! and played the piano. and took more pictures :D

it was use your hands day at schoool. gosh! alot of detergen was used and it made our hands very dry D: hahahaha! i was help ilyana to clean the pain when i accidentally sprayed water at her! hahahaha and she screamedddd =P sorry ilyanaaaa :D

there's training tomorrrow everyone! my bones still ache a little bit. wahahaha!

ILY guys !(:

goodluck for Emaths tomorrrrow! :D
all the wayy! alriggght!

2008-10-23T00:18:00.002+08:00

yays! today was a super duper fun day :D went to the art museum. it was originaly a prison. some art works there were quite scary and realistic. its was a great experience to be able to see such art works:D

came back to sjc and went eating with debi.winona.pavithra and ilyan! :D we ate at long john silver's. super hillarious! they were talking about camp and the odd things that happened. had never laughed like that for a long time already. thank you very much everyone :D

tomorrow is the last day of school! awww im feeling sad. everyone will be in a different class next year. oh yah! i won a freesbie :D i was playing with it outside the museum with winona! hahahahahahhahahaha!

at night i played booogle my muttons! debi joined me too! :D yayyy. arrrrggghs. im super angry though. we could've won that DVD playerrr!! GGGAAAHHHHH! i sent in the word 'neon' and debi sent in 'bony' ? haha it would have been the longest word if she put-ed BONNEY!!!! hahaha. it was SOOOO funnny :D

ok time for sleep! nights :D

good luck for the O's pig :D pure geography uh. wahahahhahaaha (:

2008-10-22T00:17:00.002+08:00

im sick and tired of being left out! i really cannot stand it anymore. the urge to cry is starting to increase. why do i have to be the one sitting alone everytime. the last one to get a partner. the last one to get a seat. the last one to get a group. i have to go alone for recess. go home alone. do everything alone! i really cannot stand it anymore. its sad. not to have any friends. i envy you all. everyone. who has friends. i just dont understand why i cant have one! it happens everyday. and im starting to want to change schools. this is not what i want for my first year in secondary school. im not being invited to a single party. no one calls me to go out. no one! why does this happen to me. i dont understand. i tried being nice. patient. but it all still remained the same! i will break down one day. and even if i disappear from earth. NO ONE would even notice and bother. im really sad. you said you wanted to quit their group. but i dont think that you really mean it. maybe you're just saying that to make me feel better. but its not. you look very happy with them. every matter you go to her. and im left out once again. the feeling hurts. this is not a piece of crap im typing. im serious. and it very sad. im very sad. i want to have a best friend. whom i can talk to confidently. a person who doesnt want to act 'cool' infront of people. it unbearable! some days i didnt want to come to school. but i thought of the positive side of who will be happy to see me. that thought help me for awhile. but soon later, i just lost it. no one was talking to me. i was sitting all alone by myself for and hour or two. during games i am always the last to get choosen. and during games where you had to be in pairs. i would be the one without a pair. people just dont to care about me. they seem so. but actually they dont. its that simple.

2008-10-19T15:30:00.007+08:00

baa baa sheeps:D
heyheyhey! i've not been updating my blog for a loooooong time. quite lazy nowadays. i think its a week already. haha its going to be alive now :D
Monday & Tuesday
its marking day:D no need to go to schooool!

Wednesday
hmmm. i got back my english, chinese and maths paper. and am proud to say that i passed all these 3 subjects! :D i think i improved for english and chinese by aloooooot! got 72% for english and 69% for chinese. compared to the mid year paper. i did WAY better :D but for maths! awww i passed by 2 or 4 % can't quite remember what i got. oh well.

Thursday
i got back my design and technology paper. art. history. geography and literature paper todayyyy! oh no. i failed 1 subject. that's history! awwww. i totally missed out the last part. a whole 15 marks! grrrrr. how dumb i didn't notice the other side of the paper. and the thing is that i failed by 1 mark!!! 49/100 -.- design and technology was quite ok. i guess. and so was art. i got the same marks for geography and literature 52%/100%. guess its ok right? overall :D

Friday
sadfuyagheifnwaerilgberigeriugnerliugeriugnerliguerlug GAAAHHH! im so tired. hands are aching as im typing. know why? cause of training!! i have not exercised for like 1 month? and i had training today!! hahahaha but on the way to training. something funny happened. Delynn Sarah and me took 4 wrong LRT trains to sengkang sports hall. at Farmway. we left school around 2.30 and reached at 3.30 hahahahahaahhahahahahaa!! we had a great bonding session! :D

in school i got back my last paper- science. eh i think that was the worst subject of all. chemistry: 15/30 biology: 15/30 physics:13/15

DJ Ran came to my school to advertise for this DJ course which cost like 600$ it sounded sooo coool. after seeing the price. gahhh! who would want to join. think of how much foood i can buy with that amount of money! :D

Saturday
my room is in a mess! i took out everything that were in the boxes since july. wooooah not that many things compared to my old room in kensington park. its half the things! :D yayyy. i've packed some already. tomorrow im going to pack finish the ressst!

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i dont understand why people have to be jealous? its not like im stealing her from you. and she's not even yours in the first place. why do you have to show me that face when im just playing with her for awhile. grrrrr i dont understand you people who act soo 'cool' and ignore the other 'lame' people. it just so frustrating when i think about it!

its not nice being alone D:

2008-10-12T11:07:00.004+08:00

hellooooo! finally the exams are over and done! :D

SATURDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHMA! :D she's 84 this year! and she's still as healthy as ever. all the relatives came over to my house for ahma's birthday/housewarming. my older relatives came over before 12. i helped mother with the food and everything. my older relatives have errrr very loud voices. and woke me up from my sleep. people kept coming into my room to see see look look. so i couldn't sleep at all. then xy came! :D she's got her new iTouch. wahahaha. and all the cousins came! my two nieces came. ahhhhh they are so adorableee! :D Loraine has manners! O: coool :D

2008-10-09T20:56:00.002+08:00

its been long since i posted. haha yah the exams. but its over soon! tomorrow infact. yays! :D and i'l be freeeeeee. hooorays. but some ups and downs i've had this week. things changed.

even though i mentioned how i felt. it was worked for that period of time. but it just goes back to the same old way. im quite sad. very sad. its always like that. for everyone. no one ever knows. so what if i tell them. ahhh they listen. but it come out after a while. so yah.you know the feeling is horrible. having to do everything alone all the time. after exams. to eat. going home. ah its just not fun anymore. things changed alot since we were young. infact we just met this year. and it was great fun being with you. but now, its like you're not here anymore. i know being with me can be boring. or is boring. i thought we could be veryveryveryvery great friends, but maybe i was wrong. i've wondered why did you leave. i've cried many times. i wont force you to leave them. i dont owe you or anything. i think you fit right with them. everything seems to match. yah they b. about me, its ok. they dont know what they are saying. i really need a best friend, but ahhh no one would one to listen to this crap. im just a loserlamerboring person. i should not mention anymore. before more tears fall. i'll wait for the day you return(:

GOOODLUCK FOR ART EVERYONE! (:
i'm rushing it nowww! ):
i think hillary is fun-ny :D

im sorry. its not that i dont want to go out. its just that im not used to it? yups. i wont disturb you anymore alright. and nothing is impossible(:

2008-09-30T21:59:00.002+08:00

its a holiday tomorrow! :D yays!! hmmm. haven't been blogging for long. its the exam period ): many things happened. some good. some bad. some shocking. some embarrasing -.- oh well. but thats all over! but im still shocked =P lit this friday! gooodluck everyone. baabaa sheeps! oinkoink im not going out tomorrow. have to stay at home. haha BOBO is going to the army!! congratulations!

hello pigpig :D

2008-09-26T23:06:00.002+08:00

woooot. went to xyxyxyxyxyxy house for "study" i ate 6x her share of rice. LOL now you know how much of a pig i am! wahahaha. FT talked to me today. and i cried. yah. told her about stuff about people and more people. and i cried more. i just dont understand why am i the "loner" im not racists or anything. but i just dont feel like hanging out with you. no offence but yah. since some people hate me. so whats the point. im trying to join a group. as what FT suggested. cause my class is divided into cliques. and apparently my friend joined one and left me. ahh. i dont mind that. but they are refraining her from talking to me? uh what's their problem. its not like she's theirs to keep. and everytime i walk pass. they show me BLACK faces. what so cool about black faces? ah forget it. had plenty of fun with redredred :DD we played the study game. the rules are very simple. its not to study! haha (: love redred lah. awwwww. happy early 9 month anniversary with that kzw. wahahaa. the present is soo.. sooo... uh. wonderful? Lol. ok grats! :D learn to trust one another ok kzw.